everyone tells me, "you need to be like this." My supposed friend who I have been here with for quiet some time is telling me I need to be less passive.
But that's who I am.
I am a passive person, because aggressive people start wars.
I could be more assertive, and trust me I am working on that one. I sitll have a long ways to go, but it is my dream that one day I will be a productive member of society. It is my dream to do something that soeicty will remember me for, or at least my cause. I just want to make life better for the people who will follow in life after me.
I think I can do this by running for political positions.
For those of you who know me well, know this is true. I want to make my country better. And I figured if I started from the inside I could better understand it, and reform it.
Here I am alone. People are around me, and they care about me, but I just choose not to see it.
I want to be depressed, and I think that is my biggest problem, of course.
Sometimes when I'm