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everyone tells me, "you need to be like this." My supposed friend who I have been here with for quiet some time is telling me I need to be less passive.
But that's who I am.
I am a passive person, because aggressive people start wars.
I could be more assertive, and trust me I am working on that one. I sitll have a long ways to go, but it is my dream that one day I will be a productive member of society. It is my dream to do something that soeicty will remember me for, or at least my cause. I just want to make life better for the people who will follow in life after me.
I think I can do this by running for political positions.
For those of you who know me well, know this is true. I want to make my country better. And I figured if I started from the inside I could better understand it, and reform it.
Here I am alone. People are around me, and they care about me, but I just choose not to see it.
I want to be depressed, and I think that is my biggest problem, of course.
Sometimes when I'm
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Today will be a good day
Slowly he moves about the people, looking around. He sees a familiar face in front of him. She's an attractive women, and he's on his guard.
He always seems to get the jitters for no reason around beautiful women, like he's unsure what to do.
And that familiar middle school awkwardness comes back in a rush of a sea. He grabs a tray, his silverware, trying not to shake so much. He looks over her shoulder to see if there's anything he wants in the tray in front of her. Relived he moves on. Setting his tray down on the rails and waiting his turn. He takes a deep breath. This way he doesn't shake and spill something. The women on the other side of the counter takes his plate, fills it with food and hands it back.
Oh no. Not this.
He cautiously grabs the plate with both hands, being sure not to shake. He sets it on his tray ever so gently, shaking almost the instant he let's go of it. He picks up his tray, steadying it again with both hands, not even wanting to look around like he's accusto
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Has a kind of sick desperation
United Kingdom
Current Residence: UK
Ick, before you tell me i know i'm an idiot. i had a seizure yesterday, thankfully (unlike last time) someone actually helped me and called an ambulance, although i've no idea who did call it and make sure i didn't wander off in my own little daze while it was on it's way. i'm merely going to assume it was some gorgeous sweet little brunette who is now helplessly in love with me but will never see me again :'(
i've got to say, the nurses in leeds are FIT :jawdrop: i guess it's all the student nurses being all sexy etc. this one was called lucy, although unlike the last sexy nurse she didn't stroke my chest at all :(
i ended up sleeping for ages, maybe had 6 awake hours in the past 36, if that.


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refemall Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2006   Photographer
Happy Birthday!! I hope you have a great day.

HanyouToreru Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2006  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday! :cake: :party: :boogie:
merlinni Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2006
:airborne: happy birthday! its your day, and i wish u all that u want... Keep your work up!
QuietRiot1983 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2006   Photographer
Hey, you're close to me on my neighbours hi!
JVANDER Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2006  Student Photographer
Where are you?
toxicdesign Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2005
happy new year watcher of me :-)
karasuneko Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2005
neautiful id
sarcasticego Featured By Owner Nov 20, 2005
Loving your gallery nice work
JVANDER Featured By Owner May 4, 2005  Student Photographer
Christopher dead o_O
KohanaKitten Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2005
I love your avatar, pie and pi all rule :worship:
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